My Epiphany.

I'm lost right now. And I deserve all of what I'm going through. I'm looking for trust. And there is not a soul that I see it from. But don't worry. Because I don't even trust myself. In order to trust another I must first, trust myself. I'm still learning how to do that. What happens today, will change tomorrow. What happened yesterday is just a blur. I once was only a lover. But now I have broken into a lover and a fighter. I'm not great, but I will be when given the chance. I'm scared of a lot. I've been taken over by fear. But I still have a warm heart. I am no longer bitter, because I chose what followed my past. I live to bring Peace, when in my heart, I am going through hell. But I'm going to fight for a better world even if it kills me. I am sorry to everyone I have hurt. This time, I promise, I'll leave you alone. Goodbye.