Thursday, June 18, 2009

Monday, June 15, 2009

I just miss you. Even if it's wrong to.


My All - Mariah Carey

Dedicated to: Hardeep Singh Aujla.

I love you. I know you don't love me anymore. But, I'd give my all.

Monday, June 1, 2009

Gone.

Dear You, whoever you are. Maybe no one will ever read this and maybe no one will ever care; i mean, I am just a teen, not old enough to know better, yet young enough to not know at all, please hear my cry, hear my heartbreak, hear my death-of myself-my life, and my heart.

I don't know what Love is. Maybe its just an idea, make belief in the human minds, but from late August of 2008, until May 31, 2009, I fell in love.

I fell in love with a boy who was nothing more but an innocent soul, a precious being to his family, and little did he know, the love of my life.

I, I am the Devil.

Our love was beyond beautiful. I never met any man who ever made me feel so complete like this divine soul.

Both of us clean, clean backgrounds, innocent like a baby, and growing as any soul.

This love we had was so perfect, so wonderful, and my selfishness, my immaturity, my games and teasing demolished it all.

My jealousy had killed everything, to the point where love was gone, and all that was left between us two, was a fight.

ALL BECAUSE OF ME.


Last night,
I cried, I cut, I bled, and I bruised, for the love of my life, no longer loves me.
I did the most desperate apology any person could ever give,
and all I got in return was nothing.

We're done.
We're done.

For real.

My love.
My life.

I love you.

But you're gone.