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TODAY BABY TODAY!

Graduation

Didn't turn out the way I had expected, but it did however, come. Nonetheless, it was enjoyable. Something/ some people hurt me, but I'll not think of that. Toast for the yesterdays and I'll HOPE for a bright tomorrow.

Be fair. If not then don't fuck with me.

Prom :)

Why doesn't anyone want me to be happy? I just go to prom with a friend and everything gets blown out of proportion with lies and misunderstandings. It's just a fucking joy for people to bring me down. Even my own brother. This life, is not for me.

LIES.

I'm really fucking pissed right now. People need to shut the fuck up, seriously. They don't know me man! And when they try to get to know me, they don't like what they see so they sit there and gossip to each other about everything. Shit that is not even true. And I hate how I am crying over this bullshit rumour. It hurts me because I think it's fine for us to be friends and how he still talks to me like a good friend but then he fucking tells people some shit that is not even true. That's what is painful. How could someone be so nice to your face and then a fucking two-faced bastard the next. I hate how I don't know who the fuck my real friends are. I hate how this crowd I got into is tearing my life apart. If it wasn't for my family I would suicide. I never have ever been in any type of drama or rumour shit like this ever. People need to one, get their facts straight because I DO NOT ROLL LIKE THAT. And two, they need to keep my name out of their fucking mouth.

No school for me today; Going to New Jersey! Getting my prom dress, finally :)

The only time a man is right is when he admits he's wrong.

You know you love someone when you want them to be happy even if their happiness means that you’re not part of it.

I'm so sleepy, but I can't sleep. And I'm so thirsty and hungry, but nothing to eat. I have work all weekend, morning - closing. Life is very stressful. But I love it.

Fate brings people together, but its still up to you to make it happen.

This song saves me everytime.

Today was an adventure...

Well, for the first time in my busy life, I finally have off on a FRIDAY! Hehe :) I just spent my time with three out four of my favorite boys. It's funny because ALL of these pictures were taken today, because I couldn't decide just what to wear to go out...eventually I found a comfy fit for a beautiful day. It looks like these were all taken on different days and I kind of look different in all of them, but I swear it's me just playing dress up until I was finally satisfied. I'll put them in order.















These were taken right after I walked all the way home.








I wanted to wear something lose, but eh...





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Living Room.

This was comfy :)

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Cheeeeese :D



Bright sun.







One of my favorite boys :) My big brother Bong Bong <3

I just walked all the way home. So nice outside, but sweating my bootie off :/ Very long walk. I saw a dead animal in the road :( I was so close to it, and I didn't want to look at it because I was scared. I wish I wasn't scared but I want him to rest in peace. I might get my dress today. I'm so excited. Oh and, I hate when boys try to holler while I'm trying to walk home. Do I look like a piece of meat? I don't tink so.

I love Justin Beiber

Ah, butt you're so right. This song is better. I have it on repeat :) It's addicting.

What a bad day today.

Well, I woke up late, felt like poop and was freezing my tooshie off in school. Then I got home, Hankie took me to Taco Bell to eat and then I went to sleep afterwards. I took a shower and tried my new toothpaste :) I was so excited. Heheehehehehe. Then I went to college and Mr. Schwartz yelled @ me for talking. I was discussing the next speech with Emily and I wasn't the only one talking. I always feel targeted. Or maybe I'm too sensitive. But I'm being honest. And that's all I can be. I don't think I was doing anything wrong. I swear he hates me. Oh and Daniel. Smh. What a jerk. It's what ever. I'll get over it. Boys come and go. I need some sleep in my life. I really do. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.

Goodnight, me love you.

I’m teaching myself to believe in the things I don’t understand, I don’t even know if they’re true…but that’s what dreamers do.

But if you want to leave, you can. I’ll remember you though. I remember everyone that leaves.

My Sonnet

Your eyes glare back at me in the darkness
You say that you want this to last always
Memories illuminate the forest
Alone walking down these empty hallways

You can pretend nothing has happened
A broken friendship, our silent goodbyes
Shout the criticism that never ends
Say what you want; real eyes realize real lies

Changes come and you've given up on me
With nothing left to give, what can I prove
I'll never be who you want me to be
No smiles, no trust, but you say there's truth

Before the replacements and pain, just know
Without acceptance, friends will come and go.

THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:

- Become a traveling Doctor
- Visit Africa
- Meet Aubrey DRAKE Graham, aka Drizzy Drake Rogers
- Meet Eminem
- Meet Lil` Wayne
- Meet Kid Cudi
- Visit Michel Joseph Jackson's grave
- Go to Boot Camp for a week
- Be a substitute for a day
- Climb Mount Everest....and survive; HAHA
- Visit the moon
- Plant 100 trees
- Visit every single state in the U.S.A.
- Travel to almost every country in the world for at least a day per country. (Not Impossible, but a challenge..I like challenges ;)
- Visit Heath Andrew Ledger's grave
- Live in Toyko, Paris, Dubai, Singapore for at least a year
- Download ALLLLLL of my favorite songs or just beautiful melodies I EVER heard in my life from birth to death onto an MP3!
- Meet Kim Kardashian
- Be in a music video
- Own a Nissan Skyline GTR R34
- Own a Chevy Camaro
- Own a Shelby GT500
- Learn to Tango
- Join a Hip Hop Dance Crew
- Sing out loud in front of a HUGE AUDIENCE even though I suck, not caring what anyone thinks :D
- Win a _____ eating contest; Haha fill in the blank! It could be anything! (:
- Move to a random place where no one knows me and speak with a British accent for a week and have people think it's my real accent
- Learn to Horseback ride
- Donate an organ
- Donate blood
- Join the Peace Corps.
- Dye my hair Blonde
- Be a Police Officer
- Be a Kick A** Bus Driver (for a day)
- Take a gymnastics class
- Learn how to swim like Michael Phelps
- Meet Barack Obama, his wife, and kids!
- Have a nice dream, come to reality
- Visit Bob Marley's grave
- Visit Tupac's grave
- Visit Eazy E's grave
- Visit J.D. Salinger's grave
- Adopt a baby
- Marry the man that I actually love
- Prove all of the people who doubted me, f*cked me over, dropped me, & left me; WRONG! <3
- Train a puppy to be the a SMART DOG
- Buy my parents a huge house, beautiful cars and give all the people I promised each a million dollars
- Have a REAL Farmville
- Paint a masterpiece
- Graduate from college with a Doctoral Degree
- Have a pet Koala Bear
- Have a pet Panda Bear
- Visit Auschwitz, Germany and pray my blessings to the silent deaths of the Holocaust
- Visit Mecca and make a wish...or maybe wishes :D
- Get a Perm, ahahaha.
- Adopt a child.
- Be an extra in a movie.
- Work in a MAC store.
- Build a computer from scratch.
- Own a restaurant.
- Play a mean girl in a movie.
- Write a novel.
- Make my own perfume.
- Sky dive
- Go on a cruise
- Donate to charity.
- Write an article for a magazine.
- Go in the Eiffel Tower.
- Design a house.
- Write a song.
- Be in a commercial.
- Visit the Playboy Mansion.
- Work in Forever 21.
- Own a clothing line.
- Live in New York.
- Design a shoe.
- Teach a college class.
- Meet the president.
- Back hand slap Chris Brown.
- Own a salon.
- Be on a cover of a magazine.
- Win the lotto.
- Model for Victoria’s Secret.
- Pet a lion.
- Go on a reality show.
- Sing the National Anthem in a super bowl.
- Write an article in a newspaper.
- Go on the moon.
- Be a nurse.
- Have braces again.
- Khloe Kardashian.
- Deliver a baby.
- Fire a gun.
- Perform surgery on someone.
- Coach a basketball team.
- Build a house.
- Raise a child.
- Milk a cow.
- Burn a one hundred dollar bill.
- Change someone’s life.
- Go to jail for a day.
- Save a life.
-Live in a mansion.
- Visit a real haunted house.
- Play a vampire in a movie.
- Have a family of my own.
- Host a show.
- Witness a murder.
- Be a lawyer.
- Be a DJ.
- Waterski.
- Run a marathon.
- Perform in a play.
- Learn to play a guitar.
- Be in a photoshoot.
- Be a blackjack dealer.
- Rob a bank.
- Enter in a pie eating contest.
- Take a kickboxing class.
- Be a choreographer.
- Go hunting.
- Be in a horror film.
- Be a principal.
- Be a dean of a school.
- Be in a car race.
- Be a therapist.
- Be a judge in a talent show.
- Design a computer game.
- Create a website.
- Learn to play the piano.
- Go camping.
- Go in a hot air balloon.
- Fly a plane.
- Go surfing.
- Be a pediatrician.
- Get a tattoo.
- Drive a limo.
- Go to college.
- Make a movie.
- Graduate high school.
- Go back in time.
- Fly.
- Learn to play poker.
- Play strip poker.
- Meet Lady Gaga.
- Be a dermatologist.
- Learn to speak fluent Spanish.
- Go to Hawaii.
- Visit Italy.
- Climb a tree.
-Visit the White House.
-Learn to speak French.
- Find a cure to a disease.
- Visit Japan.
- Go a concert.
- Meet a celebrity.
- Have a self portrait.
- Meet James Franco.
- Write a play.
- Play golf.
- Go to the Bahamas.
- Give $100 to a homeless person.
- Shelter a homeless animal.
- Run a foster care.
- Get famous on youtube.
- See an eclipse.
- Learn to play a violin.
- Build a tree house.
-Have a street named after me.
- Be a massage therapist.
- Egg a house.
- Hot wire a car.
- Tee-pee a house.
- Rock climb.
- Bungee jump.
- Go clubbing.
- Gamble.
- Speak Latin fluently.
- Learn to belly dance.
- Become a scientist.
- Learn to rap.
- Be spokesperson.
- Be on a talk show.
- Be a paparazzi.
- Meet Tyra Banks.
- Be a guy for a day.