You know what? I wanna scream. I wanna shout.
I really want to come outside of my body, and beat the hell out of me.
I already pulled my hair out.
Beat myself as much as I could.
But I promise you, none of this will ever hurt as bad as to the words I hear, and all the drama that is here.
DESPITE WHAT YOU SAY, ABOUT TRUSTING MY WORD AGAINST THEIRS,
I know for a fact, it is HIS word against mine.
You know it hurts me to know, that you love him more than I.
But no I am not jealous, no I do not blame you
I take responsibility for what I said, but let me tell you one thing.
If anyone ever loved you, it was I.
And anything over that is a lie.
I really want to come outside of my body, and beat the hell out of me.
I already pulled my hair out.
Beat myself as much as I could.
But I promise you, none of this will ever hurt as bad as to the words I hear, and all the drama that is here.
DESPITE WHAT YOU SAY, ABOUT TRUSTING MY WORD AGAINST THEIRS,
I know for a fact, it is HIS word against mine.
You know it hurts me to know, that you love him more than I.
But no I am not jealous, no I do not blame you
I take responsibility for what I said, but let me tell you one thing.
If anyone ever loved you, it was I.
And anything over that is a lie.
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