Its really crazy how things fall together and how they just happen. I'm so lucky. I really am. I'm not going to say everything, but I will say enough. I realized that in order to get something, you have to go out and get it yourself. You have to do things crazy in order to get what you want. Not always, but occasionally.
I've been waiting for today for the longest time. It felt like months since I've waited, and now, its over. I was so anxious to get out of school today just to do what I had planned. Now I am not one to make plans, and for once, when I DID make a plan, it worked out so beautifully. I'm so happy. I had so much fun. With someone very amazing. Although I felt horribly ugly and much worse, I hope that he/she enjoyed their time with me, as I did for them. I love that person. They're awesome! :)
But I feel guilty.
So guilty.
I've been waiting for today for the longest time. It felt like months since I've waited, and now, its over. I was so anxious to get out of school today just to do what I had planned. Now I am not one to make plans, and for once, when I DID make a plan, it worked out so beautifully. I'm so happy. I had so much fun. With someone very amazing. Although I felt horribly ugly and much worse, I hope that he/she enjoyed their time with me, as I did for them. I love that person. They're awesome! :)
But I feel guilty.
So guilty.
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