My Sonnet

Your eyes glare back at me in the darkness
You say that you want this to last always
Memories illuminate the forest
Alone walking down these empty hallways

You can pretend nothing has happened
A broken friendship, our silent goodbyes
Shout the criticism that never ends
Say what you want; real eyes realize real lies

Changes come and you've given up on me
With nothing left to give, what can I prove
I'll never be who you want me to be
No smiles, no trust, but you say there's truth

Before the replacements and pain, just know
Without acceptance, friends will come and go.

THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:

- Become a traveling Doctor
- Visit Africa
- Meet Aubrey DRAKE Graham, aka Drizzy Drake Rogers
- Meet Eminem
- Meet Lil` Wayne
- Meet Kid Cudi
- Visit Michel Joseph Jackson's grave
- Go to Boot Camp for a week
- Be a substitute for a day
- Climb Mount Everest....and survive; HAHA
- Visit the moon
- Plant 100 trees
- Visit every single state in the U.S.A.
- Travel to almost every country in the world for at least a day per country. (Not Impossible, but a challenge..I like challenges ;)
- Visit Heath Andrew Ledger's grave
- Live in Toyko, Paris, Dubai, Singapore for at least a year
- Download ALLLLLL of my favorite songs or just beautiful melodies I EVER heard in my life from birth to death onto an MP3!
- Meet Kim Kardashian
- Be in a music video
- Own a Nissan Skyline GTR R34
- Own a Chevy Camaro
- Own a Shelby GT500
- Learn to Tango
- Join a Hip Hop Dance Crew
- Sing out loud in front of a HUGE AUDIENCE even though I suck, not caring what anyone thinks :D
- Win a _____ eating contest; Haha fill in the blank! It could be anything! (:
- Move to a random place where no one knows me and speak with a British accent for a week and have people think it's my real accent
- Learn to Horseback ride
- Donate an organ
- Donate blood
- Join the Peace Corps.
- Dye my hair Blonde
- Be a Police Officer
- Be a Kick A** Bus Driver (for a day)
- Take a gymnastics class
- Learn how to swim like Michael Phelps
- Meet Barack Obama, his wife, and kids!
- Have a nice dream, come to reality
- Visit Bob Marley's grave
- Visit Tupac's grave
- Visit Eazy E's grave
- Visit J.D. Salinger's grave
- Adopt a baby
- Marry the man that I actually love
- Prove all of the people who doubted me, f*cked me over, dropped me, & left me; WRONG! <3
- Train a puppy to be the a SMART DOG
- Buy my parents a huge house, beautiful cars and give all the people I promised each a million dollars
- Have a REAL Farmville
- Paint a masterpiece
- Graduate from college with a Doctoral Degree
- Have a pet Koala Bear
- Have a pet Panda Bear
- Visit Auschwitz, Germany and pray my blessings to the silent deaths of the Holocaust
- Visit Mecca and make a wish...or maybe wishes :D
- Get a Perm, ahahaha.
- Adopt a child.
- Be an extra in a movie.
- Work in a MAC store.
- Build a computer from scratch.
- Own a restaurant.
- Play a mean girl in a movie.
- Write a novel.
- Make my own perfume.
- Sky dive
- Go on a cruise
- Donate to charity.
- Write an article for a magazine.
- Go in the Eiffel Tower.
- Design a house.
- Write a song.
- Be in a commercial.
- Visit the Playboy Mansion.
- Work in Forever 21.
- Own a clothing line.
- Live in New York.
- Design a shoe.
- Teach a college class.
- Meet the president.
- Back hand slap Chris Brown.
- Own a salon.
- Be on a cover of a magazine.
- Win the lotto.
- Model for Victoria’s Secret.
- Pet a lion.
- Go on a reality show.
- Sing the National Anthem in a super bowl.
- Write an article in a newspaper.
- Go on the moon.
- Be a nurse.
- Have braces again.
- Khloe Kardashian.
- Deliver a baby.
- Fire a gun.
- Perform surgery on someone.
- Coach a basketball team.
- Build a house.
- Raise a child.
- Milk a cow.
- Burn a one hundred dollar bill.
- Change someone’s life.
- Go to jail for a day.
- Save a life.
-Live in a mansion.
- Visit a real haunted house.
- Play a vampire in a movie.
- Have a family of my own.
- Host a show.
- Witness a murder.
- Be a lawyer.
- Be a DJ.
- Waterski.
- Run a marathon.
- Perform in a play.
- Learn to play a guitar.
- Be in a photoshoot.
- Be a blackjack dealer.
- Rob a bank.
- Enter in a pie eating contest.
- Take a kickboxing class.
- Be a choreographer.
- Go hunting.
- Be in a horror film.
- Be a principal.
- Be a dean of a school.
- Be in a car race.
- Be a therapist.
- Be a judge in a talent show.
- Design a computer game.
- Create a website.
- Learn to play the piano.
- Go camping.
- Go in a hot air balloon.
- Fly a plane.
- Go surfing.
- Be a pediatrician.
- Get a tattoo.
- Drive a limo.
- Go to college.
- Make a movie.
- Graduate high school.
- Go back in time.
- Fly.
- Learn to play poker.
- Play strip poker.
- Meet Lady Gaga.
- Be a dermatologist.
- Learn to speak fluent Spanish.
- Go to Hawaii.
- Visit Italy.
- Climb a tree.
-Visit the White House.
-Learn to speak French.
- Find a cure to a disease.
- Visit Japan.
- Go a concert.
- Meet a celebrity.
- Have a self portrait.
- Meet James Franco.
- Write a play.
- Play golf.
- Go to the Bahamas.
- Give $100 to a homeless person.
- Shelter a homeless animal.
- Run a foster care.
- Get famous on youtube.
- See an eclipse.
- Learn to play a violin.
- Build a tree house.
-Have a street named after me.
- Be a massage therapist.
- Egg a house.
- Hot wire a car.
- Tee-pee a house.
- Rock climb.
- Bungee jump.
- Go clubbing.
- Gamble.
- Speak Latin fluently.
- Learn to belly dance.
- Become a scientist.
- Learn to rap.
- Be spokesperson.
- Be on a talk show.
- Be a paparazzi.
- Meet Tyra Banks.
- Be a guy for a day.